SOME OF MY JAMS!

Monday, October 29, 2012

Mistakes

Had a good talk with a pretty close friend of mine today. This person was telling me about this personal story going around about them that they have no control over. They are getting harassed daily and called some pretty nasty things for ONE mistake that they made that went public.

Nothing is more frustrating to me than this. I don't mean to get all religious here but honestly who hasn't made a mistake? So why do people go around shoving other peoples mistakes back in their face when they know that they have made mistakes during their life too? It's so frustrating that people can be so blind to the feelings of others.

Sorry for the venting session but I just felt it necessary in this situation right now. Now please take my words of advice, Don't go out and be a jerk to people, you never know what they have going on in their life and what could happen if you said something.

The Unknown

This is the most general post. There are so many unknowns that I can write about. I can write about my unknown future. I can write about my unknown friendships. about my unkown challenges. I could write about so many different unknown's that it is unknown what I might even be talking about.

Right now I am so lost as to what is going on. I am stuck in the middle of an argument and I can clearly see both sides of the argument and why they think each other are at fault. So I just have no idea what I am supposed to do.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

You & I

You & I
We are both humans. Aren't we?
I'll admit it. I'm not perfect. I've made mistakes.
Done things I wish I had never done. But that doesn't make me a worse person than you are.
And it pisses me off when people think they are better than you because of the mistakes you made.
Are you trying to tell me that in all the time you have lived here on this earth, you have never said, done, or recognized that you have done something wrong? That's just straight up garbage.
I don't mean to be on the downer side of things but its frustrating.
Stop looking down on me. "Just because I sin differently than you do"-bumper sticker from the big GenConf.


Orders from the big guy upstairs.

I sat there for a moment and thought about what I spell out using the letters in "Direct & Orders" that would kinda relate with what I could give orders too.

But that was an utter failure. So anyways, now onto something that actually matters.


I give you direct orders to party harder than LMFAO does. (JK don't. That might get you screwed)
I give you direct orders to fall in love. You can't experience life's ups and downs if you don't.
I give you direct orders to go out and do what you WANT and not what is "normal".
I give you direct orders to go out and go HAM to some dubstep cuz dat shiii*** gets intense!
I give you direct orders to use that brain of yours. You have it for a reason.
I give you direct orders to sing Justin Bieber loud & proud.
I give you direct orders to completely disobey that last line.
I give you direct orders to #hashtag# at least once a senetence #Partyatmyhouse?
I give you direct orders to chase after that special someone. Either way it always works out.
I give you direct orders to listen to "EYES FOR YOU" by The All Ways



Monday, October 15, 2012

For my grade.

Tonight is just one of those nights where I feel like I'm writing just to get the points. I couldn't care less what I write about as long as I get those 10 points. I don't like when it has to be that way but honestly I just am exhausted right now. It happens to even the best of us though, when we just do something because we have to, and it ends up being a HALF A**'d. Too bad it's not something you can just change. Or do quickly.

This blog post sucks. I make no sense. Its too late. Been a long weekend. I'm done making an idiot out of myself. So peace out my homies. #YOLO

The most interesting man...

The worlds most interesting man once wrote a whole english blog simply by throwing a brick at it.
He once saved the planet earth from a nuclear bomb by making a net out of duct tape and catching the bomb.
He once used duct tape to keep all the rappers (especially @T.I.P) from going off on the H$$D aka HOOD.
He once used a brick to stand taller than his girlfriend.
He once used a brick as an iphone and downloaded angry birds on it... He beat it in one sitting.

Monday, October 8, 2012

Pre-Game

Socks-check
Shorts-check
Jerseys-check
Shinguards-check
sleeves-check
Breast Cancer Elites-check
Cleats-check
Gatorade-check

I walk out the door with everything in hand. Trying to get focused and ignore all the worldly things going on at the moment. Get my phone and headphones, "plug" myself into the phone through headphones and bump to some Eminem, 50 cent, J cole, Kanye, Jay Z, etc.

The car ride there is all about focusing and imagining. Imagining that you are going to play the best game you have ever played in your life. Focus on scoring the game winning goal, setting up the perfect ball for the assist, & beating the defender so badly he trips over himself.

Now we are at the field. It's time to put all of the focusing and dreaming to use now. Focus as the first warm-up cross is rolling to you, take a deep breath, picture the corner where you want the ball to land, and hit the ball with the perfect balance of pace, curve, and power.

Walking off the field in the last few crucial moments before the game. Get some water, take a few deep breaths, thinking about what you are going to do this game. Walk to the circle, putting your hand in and offering encouraging words to the rest of your teammates to help motivate them to play their best just like you will try to.

You are walking out on the field. Getting the muscles that need it a quick stretch. Lining up on the line. Knowing that the ball is coming to you at the beginning and that you need to start tough from the second the whistle blows.

And then there it goes, the ref blows the whistle, your teammate passes the ball, you run off sprinting, waiting for the ball to come to you. You look back and see it right there, take a good touch to the middle of the field, and swing your leg back and kick the ball with every ounce strength you have in it. And you watch the ball as it moves in what looks like slow motion into the GOAL.

Death and Life

The title already throws me off. You never hear somebody say it that way. It's always Life and Death.
Is it because we live our LIFE first and then we slowly begin to fade until our DEATH.
What if this LIFE we are living right now is really our DEATH? And once we die we will experience LIFE?

LIFE & DEATH

DEATH & LIFE

Complete opposites yet they almost seem like they are Completely alike to some.
When you experiment with life, you tend to realize how quickly death could come to you.
Or vice versa, when you experiment with death, you realize how precious life is.

DEATH is like the COP. LIFE is like the line you need to walk.
If you are "drunk" at all, odds are you will cross the white line and pass on.
The goal in life is to keep yourself from having this ever happen.

LIFE&DEATH
DEATH&LIFE